Rocky Road

A serious moment before I move on to talking about this journal entry in this blog. I woke up with very inflamed lungs. I know what this feels like and I'm short of breath. I have to take more time to take care of myself. This feels like back problems and my stomach is poking forward. I can barely take a deep breath. I am going to have to do Yoga for a week and quit doing to myself what I'm doing. It's our weed in California. The things they put in it are not good for you, However... We as idiots are all Addicted and we can't help but buy, buy,  and then switch to the vape where it kills us faster. This is one amazing feeling that I've felt twice. They even told me I had covid (lol) Liars... anyway! I'm done being serious let's move forward with Trey.

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Ups and downs, as I woke up today, Stretched a little bit and noticed she and I had a very long and fruitful week of getting to know each other. I've got my 1st taste of what it's like being engaged and practically married to a Boricua woman. As a black man, it's even more satisfying because your roots stem from the Caribbean. We can start off by taking a vibe, on the beach her and I (click the video link) having a conversation while everyone else was having a good time.

    Days progressed and home life is amazing. But every story doesn't turn out to be 100%. As you can see I've had my run-ins with women on the side as before I met her I was running around the grid laying my dick in any wet slit there was. This is where everything hit the fan. Not being at home for a while Chula is doing whatever the woman does and goes out and has her "fun"  She of course is the greatest transparent woman that she is. Sending videos to my phone and showing me who she is with and who she is doing business with. After all, She is an Entertainer like myself...(click the video!) Well on the way home from a long flight. Getting off the plane I got a text message from an X claiming that I "got what I wanted and forgot about her" Going back in forth with her I also noticed that I'm a father who hasn't seen his kids in a very long while. (2 different women in case you got confused) I reached out to their Mother and a Man answers the phone (red flag!) He instantly gives her the phone and I asked who it was. I hear moaning from two men in the background and I'm getting weirded out... My Baby's mother x/Wife are not very pleased to hear from me. I question her as if I own her. In which I do not and the mood takes over my attitude...I started shouting asking where my children are and why is there a sound of 2 men fucking in her background. It turns out this woman has married a cuck. Now allow me to give you a quick little backstory... A friend of mine weeks before Chula and I got Engaged had sent me a text informing me that he's been fucking my xWife and wanted my blessing. My response was "Oh you're good, She's not my problem anymore". Well, What he didn't tell me was she has a man who cleans her up with his tongue and gives her lover a clean-up also. I'm lost for words that this information was new to me. She hangs up In my face and we go back in forth texting for hours which turns into days. Now, You are asking yourself right now... This shit just took a left turn. What the fuck relevance is all that? Right? Well... Allow me to explain;

    That night Chula and I are laying in bed. We smile, giggle, and have a good time, she asks me to help her divorce her previous lover and I oblige. Quickly we get rid of him the next day via a legal document sent to the SL courts...We move on with our life...Well, at least not me because the phone continues to go off about my missing kids. During sex one night Chula and I are planning for our next porn scene and she's going through the motions with me. We end up having sex instead of continuing to plan. But she notices my attention is not on her. After she cums a few times and she can't get me to do so. Chula does something I've never seen a woman do before... She jumped up and slapped me! Randomly without warning! Started cursing me out in English and Spanish. My brain at this point did not decipher what just happened. Apparently, she saw my phone... and she goes off verbatim "Don't you ever be texting that bitch while you are sitting here fucking me!? My nigga you serious?" The whole New York Subway came out of that sentence. As a Cali nigga... I had no idea what the fuck just happened.

    The day is over...I woke up the next day without her. 1st the day with no Chula. I get up, get dressed and I got to do my thing. I come home and realize how empty the place was. Chula was out with a friend supporting his Club set and partying and having a good time. I served closure with my baby's mother and accepted I'd never see my children again. She and I parted ways for good. I call Chula and I ask for her to come home as she and I haven't seen each other all day. I dressed up the house and asked her to meet me at the front door. With all the noise in her background with the party going on Chula tried to move to different area's to hear me. I told to come to the front door and meet me there. Hour later her car pulls up and I can see this Angry look on her face... Bruh! if looks can kill Man she was bad as fuck tho...

(Photo does not represent the moment haha!)

    She's always wearing white. This time she was wearing it to kill! Shesh my eyes were locked out but the moment almost slipt me cause of how fine my woman is. Anyway... without touching her I asked her to walk through the front door... and This is what she walked into... (cupids...) 

    Her eyes lit up and instantly that killer look was gone. They turned into watery eyes with a little bit of twinkle in them. We spent the rest of the night having a simple picnic until eventually both of us get really excited. We end up leaving the house to do some exotic loving and I'm Blowing her back out

    Waking up the next day. I'm over here feeling like a million bucks like I can't be stopped. I just put the sexiest woman on her pillow to if some head. Only to see her wake up next to me... We decided to fly to Brazil for the day and lay on the beach and chill by the pool. Getting back to the States before the day ends we ended up at a sushi spot for dinner. Well, She and I love some sushi...But then I noticed the day I was arguing with my x Wife, the day I said Chula was out having her "fun" and after all, she was an "entertainer" Well... I just now saw those videos in the middle of dinner and... let's just say I couldn't finish it...

    I asked her "Yo what the fuck is this?" She puts down her chopsticks and wipes her mouth "What are you talking about?" I show her the videos she sent me and she has a mellow tone "ok and?". I'm thinking to myself yo the fuck does she mean AND?! I'm laughing at this point thinking about all the pussy I was done turned down and she out here doing these types of things with other men. (not remembering she sent this shit to me before and it just hit a roadblock cause the timing was off. This ended up being all my fault and I take full ownership of this but I'll continue. Lol) We transitions upstairs to paint...and the whole time we was arguing. I had just given her an apology and she does this to me? (I mean this is how i was thinking lol I'm such an idiot). Logic with her wasn't going to have it. After all she was a very liberated Boricua woman who wasn't going to have my shit. She checked me, threw the paint at me an left. My thoughts (What the fuck just happened).... After that i texted her "I'm going to have to catch up to you" Subliminally telling her I'm going to be out making "entertainment with other broads..." I found myself in the strip club... after that I invited this striper over later for a private dance. But not before I went to go see my family, Marcus and Seth...

Well... I ended up getting a hotel at Essencia 

A spot I usually go to when I really wanna just thot a bitch. It was the plan I had for that stripper. However, I changed the plan instantly when I started thinking about my woman. What I said to her and etc. I decided to just say fuck it so I was gonna upgrade the room at Essencia but it wasn't available. I made a quick U-Turn on the Google search and found Yuna instead. Nice tiki-like getaway for romantic couples. I instantly got the room...

I get there and I send for Chula, I'm waiting for her on the couch as she walks in looking around. Smelling good, looking good... hair done nails done... Looking just amazing as always. I noticed her ring wasn't on. I asked her to sit down and come chat. She was very hesitant. The audacity of this WOMAN!. I started to get out of character and a little out of pocket like an idiot... I noticed she didn't have the ring on and asked her to put it on. She sits with me finally and rolls her eyes putting her ring on. I start kissing her but she's not really connecting with me. I don't understand...I'm whispering to her that she's mine etc and that's when starts talking. Telling me that I met her the way I met her and that I shouldn't come at her for things she was already doing. My dumbass.... lit a fire and told her "no more men" (yall!! I basically just told this woman to cut her business off. What the fuck was I thinking!????) The look in her eyes when I said that the amount of "nigga fuck yous" and Spanglish that came from her mouth was out of this World!. We eventually calmed down and I got her upstairs. We got into the hot tub and started making love... Again. it was OFF!? We never had this before... Yo what the fuck is going on? We eventually just stop fucking and she gets out of the hot tub... This is where I fucked up. (lol) telling her how ungrateful she was being and how I brought her here to have a good time when I could have been in the other hotel making content with another bitch. (the nose wiggled and twitched! I'm in TROUBLE RUN NIGGA!) I froze after what came out of her mouth next "What the fuck did you just say to me?" she shouted "Nigga fuck you!" She throws her ring snatches her cloths, grabs her purse and storms out that motha fucka like sonic just past the goal. I've never felt so stupid in my life. 

    I called up Chris a buddy of mine, an older gent who is a gun wielder. Loves to entertain the ladies.  I told him the get down and I invited my previous entertainment over. I was rubbing my hands looking at that ass and her pussy cause she didn't have any panties on. I told Chris what was up and How I paid so much for the room. He hit me with half the cost like the good man he is and took her upstairs... and shoved his dick right in her mouth. I couldn't believe it... I was thinking to myself. Well shit... that didn't take long at all. I walked upstairs and looked... her pussy was fully exposed. She didn't have on panties when she first gave me a lapdance at the club but now that I'm looking at her pussy I'm losing my mind. I saw Chris's dick enter it and she starts shouting. The sight... made me wanna jump in her pussy too and he looks over and says "Yo if you wanna tag in let me know" and I'm hesitant. Chula just stormed out... I'm like fuck it I call Marcus to meet me at home and I tell Chris and leave that lady to have a good time.

    I get home and Marcus is at the door waiting for me and he ask "Yo someone in there? " I'm like nah why?  He responds "Because I know I have seen someone in there...? A lady..." I open the door and go In.... and instantly head to my room where I wanted Marcus to put this shit. I asked him to come to bring me my company computer and my gaming Pc. He gets the shit out of his car and my phone is going off. Its Chula... She cussed me out in text "Having fun with that bitch?" I responded with "Fuck you Chula I'm at home and been at home" I put my phone in my pocket and I hear Marcus say "Oh hi" I'm looking around wondering who the fuck he was talking to and My phone goes off again "Nigga you just got here!" I look and its Chula... holy shit. This woman was waiting for me. When I tell you I never felt so grateful for a woman to be this loyal. Omfg... I told Marcus to leave that shit there I'll get it. Sent that nigga home instantly I need to talk to my woman. I ended up having peace with her and apologized for my bullshit. I kissed her hand and took her to bed... 

    I wake up the next morning and I hear music. I go downstairs to sit at my desk and set shit up. (YALL!!!!! what happens next is left field) Chula comes in with no cloths on... and sits on my lap "Want some Chocha papi!?" What the fuck...? Say less!

ended up taking her down right there on that desk... The rest of heaven. The rocky roads have ended. We are now back on the straight path to ecstasy...

I'll leave you with...This

By the way Its Chula and I's 1 Month Anniversary